Ruthless
Ruthless
the act of cutting
fresh dough hot from the oven,
the strata cut
of a buzz saw through fallen Kauri
the sound of death
from a man choking on Ice Cream
the days end
when rains heavy cut a new path.
Holy
when you sing
hymns that have no meaning
when you bend on knee
to the postulations of dying men,
to the point
of passing the dreaded cudgel on
when sisters
anoint you with fatherhood lasting.
Dreaded
the minefield
of the M1 motorway even-time
those hand grenades
found in UN villages ready for use,
Mary on a donkey
in an age where Toyota rules,
Animals scream
mercy to humans with hearing loss.
Awarded
the death star
with new life to extend existence,
Girly Greengauge
first prize in composition,
Donald Trump
for a rug that makes him look more important,
some passing stranger
for handing on his knowledge of life
Rewarded
for services to Man
all dogs that bark and shit,
for playing the fool
The Queen of England
and her family,
Moses, that old guy
for doing the impossible – god willing,
me, the poet
for having the guts to post daily.
Afterthoughts
Lice in the hair
just something to challenge our kids,
Mice in the sugar
little black leftovers mean throw it out,
Rice, blackened in pan
feed it to starving orphans,
Dice, role them hard
your life depends on the outcome.
Ze Nozzythingy
It's
got a damned finger magnet,
sits
below and between two eyes,
yet
guess what, can you see it?
Sure
sign you're getting old
rum
red and splotchy,
gold
and grey hairs sprouting.
As for
finger width nostrils
hairs
there longer than your eyelashes
and
wet with each morning dew.
I pride
my nose, have to really
been
there all those years and seen
only
in fleeting glimpses of mirror time.
Sicky – wicky
I’m
so sick
I awoke
every forty five minutes
or so
during
a busy night.
Got
up this morning,
legs
gone
chest
aching
and
bile fighting for space
in a
mouth dry from breathing bugs.
Suddenly
I did the 100 metres in 3 seconds
the
toilet bowl the receptacle
the
colour of pineapple juice
hot
and spicy
burny
throat
and
how does it get up the nose.
Baby Starter Kit 101.
Red
roses flutter,
love
blooms
sweet
smells
of amour
in the room
a plate
of chocolates
garnish
her tastes
a dance
Rumba
holding
waists tight.
We kiss
lightly
devour
atmosphere
rub
chests
where
no one may touch
energy
electric
spasm
of night
the
day wanes eerily
the
moment of might.
Remove
clothing
it interferes
that
look in your eye
often
cares
under
the covers
flesh
upon flesh
mingled
with sweat
the
whole darned mess.
Legs
open and close
arms
all akimbo
lips
locked lavishly
where
do we go
the
final plunge
the
long last ride
pretty
damn soon
a baby
inside.
Show
this to your child
when
he or she grows
how
baby’s are born
the
whole damn show
and
maybe they’ll share
their
parents delight
when
a moment of lust
was
borne of the night.
Words that have no right to exist.
If
I mouth striata
what
am I saying?
a word
that sounds like others
but
mean nothing all the same.
If
I say differentialisation
would
the dictionary
or Roget’s
Thesaurus
give
it the meaning it deserves?
Then
there’s timolationary
another
puzzle for long crosswords
scrabble
matches with too few letters
a missed
headline in a well meaning Daily.
I sat
and pondered cryptucity,
sounded
like something from Egyptology
a museum
in a dusty bowl
a word
written to trip amateurs.
Crimsonationary
a technical love poem
written
by androids on steroids
in households
sans books of learning.
Suddenly
Thanordinal
leaps
out of a mind that screams duplicity
a name
once enamoured in love and cherish
now
a dictionary pirate sailing the sea of tomes.
The Eyes of Indifference
So who
calls what ‘a what’
throws
names with racial impunity
who
is superior
who
has it best
why
are things so different
if when
you close your eyes
all
are the same.
News
Item – black men riot against a news item
What’s
in an accent
north,
south, east or west
which
racial slur does it jest?
when
you close your ears
who
lisps
who
mumbles
what
step stumbles.
Headlines
– White supremacists march for peace.
If you
get close
can
you sniff
with
a nose pinched
taste
the indifference
with
a sharp tongue
who
bites worse
who
bloody curses.
Lead
TV News run – Asians deny reverse racism
The
separation between each of us
is a
mere handshake and a word
a word
of welcome and hello
is it
too hard
give
yourself a yard
soon
reasons for war
are
left at the door.
Radio
News Lead – Hispanic makes history?
So why
do we have to segregate through creed,
what
need we have to blinker
what
need to tinker
with
the policy
All
Man is equal
no not
men, women and children too
see
what we do?
The
Last Page of Holy Books - Addenda
Civilisation
has materialised
sensationalized
caused
despite
seeks
respite
day
and night
through
darkened eyes
no more
whys!
Heartbeats
Only
a husband knows this, sure her friends and family hear it too but a Husband does it with the thought It's mine,
ours, hers
an ear to a distended belly the soft pitter patter of a baby growing alongside the thump thump
of the mothers' feeding.
For nine months, it enthralls and counts down the first hold in a nursing home
sterile except for that pitter patter thump thump.
Engineering Feats – Freaks of Nature
Look,
I’m a teacher, I say - you do! Got it?
Now
over in Australia is the biggest piece
of space junk in the known world,
Uluru
the local aborigines call it
one
solid red rock planted gently in a vagrant desert.
Set
your eyes on possibilities right now, ya hear.
Now
on the highest part of the world is Mt Everest
Qomolangma
or Sagarmatha or Chomolungma ཇོ་མོ་གླང་མ such names we never hear uttered
shameful really when such magnificence
doesn’t deserve Everest.
Wake up boy, am I boring you, here fetch my cane!
But deeper than Chomolungma is high
is the Marianas trench,
far deeper than anything on Earth
no one knows what lives in it’s 37,000 foot depths.
When I say listen you’re meant to learn, OK!!
Down south in Antarctica
is a millennia of ice
disguised as glaciers and floes
one chunk the size of Sri Lanka broke off in 1995
Yes a small message that natures on the charge
(what – global warming you say – Hogsteeth).
Sir, can I go to the toilet? I need to D/L some data.
Hurry away little boy and as you watch
the water in the bowl
think that 97% of the Earths water is salt
yes a mere 3% to drink and pee into
look after it well.
Now the last tidbit of information.
The Moon is a satellite of Earth,
If it left Its orbit, it’d take all the water
on this planet with it (leastways anchor
it to the ceiling)
Ok, I made that up to scare you,
please expunge from notes.
The Taste of You
The
soft patter of your feet
as you
dance on the wool pile carpet
the
whirring aroma of your passing
as you
twirl yourself under my eyes,
the
sensation of monogamy
as you
give birth to my daughter,
the
green of envy
as you
cuddle our infant,
the
breeze of power
as you
suckle from the breast,
the
rise of knowledge
as you
brush my hair and moustache
the
waning of the night
as you
spin yarns in morning glory,
the
crackle of rice frying
as you
send me off to work
the
humour of your kiss
as your
tongue speaks a foreign language
the
weapons of war
you
collect to prevent disaster
the
time of your life
as
we dance sans Volta in Disneyland
the
rays of the sun
shining
from your golden locks
the
blue of your teeth
wet
from a chalking instruction
the
dinners romantic
as we
celebrate a 21st anniversary
the
touch of your brooms
as sweeps
settle chimney dust
the
racing of horses
as your
hair pales to gray
the
days passing ships
as my
gait stumbles in yours
the
smile you give me
a knowing
plethora of distance
the
raising of a 16 year old
your
accomplishment to share
my days
as a father
past
through separation
my love
for a woman
I admire
with no doubt
the
end for all endeavours
just
a passing of the day
the
rift we once never saw
now
a reality of generalization.
No ( or The return of Johnny Stiltwalker)
South
Central Arizona
a railway
station with No Name on it’s sign;
the
dust of devil-winds
blowing
sightlessness
in a
population not used to news.
The
train stands quiet
pouring
life through diesel engines,
as a
figure stands down to the platform
the
crutch noticeable
and
clutched with unfamiliarity.
The Iraq
War walks with a legless limp
swatting
Mayflies from a furrowed brow
and
dragging a scarred kitbag
to an
old destination
lacking
a son for so long now.
John
Ross the taxi driver
also
legless - Vietnam vet
sees
the figure -
the
flashback hits
freezes
hands to a worn steering wheel
sweat
beading from a dust worn forehead
Iraq meets Vietnam in a simple phrase
“122 Neiderheimer Avenue, cabby”
chucks
his bag in back of the dying Dodge El Dorado
swings
his legless frame
in a
fashion not used
to the
need to hop –
and
slide
into
the front seat.
A cough,
a trouser raised
another
too -
a bond
-
silence
-
bar
the revving of the trusty V8
and
dust coughing from an exhaust
used
to polluting.
Home,
no bombs
no rapid
fire rifles,
no unending
night patrols,
no ducking
laser sights, whizzing hand grenades
no more
need to kiss his mother each night on patrol.
Just
the dust laden wind-whirls,
just
a chance to rest one leg,
just
a chance to rekindle lost love
just
a need to forget
to find
a future
perhaps
as a cabby?
perhaps
anything if folks don’t shy away,
yes
a returning hero had a dust storm for a reception
no family
no mayoral
flag waving
no No
Name Chronicle lead article
just
the sound of a rusty V8 and buildings straining,
with
the weight of sand
and
wind blown train whistles.
The
dogs in Iraq have plenty of meat.
The Cold War
Ice
a pane
of glass
scars
memories
deep
as the
puddle fills -
the
tide of well-spring lakes
spill
loving tears to mask crimes
inflicted
on Floes drifting north
in worlds
gone mad for frozen love –
we pass
bad smokes to no one as gifts.
Rhyme
– no reason.
We supplicate
to dedicate
you
replicate
I masturbate
we reach
a height
in dead
of night
never lose sight
of God’s
Holy might
There’s
anywhere
near
nowhere
a place
held dear
when
we run with fear
in the
heat of day
we party
and play
you
straight, me gay
we want
it that way.
You
will socialize
I can
victimize
the
cake doth rise
we show
surprise
the
days are long
we sing
a song
the
daily throng
does
us do wrong.
My mind
is demure
I swoon
to your lure
your
lips so pure
our
love endure
we dance
till dawn
whence
cometh the yawn,
goods
we pawn
and
baby is born.
The
minds are thighs
we say
goodbyes
we touch
eyes
romanticize
the
lift goes down
I walk
to town
your
tears do drown
me the
clown.
Sadly
times pass
I scratch
my arse
you
show me class
Blue
Green Grass,
I say
farewell,
you
no longer tell,
we stray
to hell
please
don’t yell
The
distance great
we once
were irate
distance
now hate
served
on a plate
the
time it sighs
for
goodbyes
no more
whys
poem
dies.
An English Country garden
Massive
conifer hedgerow surrounding style -
pretty
gardenias and rhododendron
vying
for space as head flower in a place
where
space is a premium, ask the roses.
Take
a picture and paint it with water colours
the
hue of the flowers cut to enhance inner living -
see
bluebells tinkle in a warm summer zephyr,
the
weeping willow in the middle drips fresh tears.
The
green of twice weekly mown lawn separates
flower
beds like a dormitory set in rows,
the
day’s shadows cast grey meaninglessly
over
pansy reds and violets purple, they grow.
Sally
sits in the summer house warding flies
and
mosquitoes in hot summery heat,
popping
seeds from Sweet Peas for regrowth
in flowerbed
seventeen, next the Lemon tree.
Another
Day in Danny O'Hare's Harem
"Jesus
friggin' christ woman! When I say give me a blow job, I don't mean hoover the lounge carpet."
Danny O'Hare's
one of them old school Irishman, Roman Catholic to the core, except for his thoughts on polygamy.
See his
tenement in the Bronx, dull brick facade, black kids throwing graffitti on windows boarded from previous missile
attacks, protecting the nine rooms littered with pantyhose and wasted perfume bottles.
Each room a cornucopia
of wasting life, Danny's little pets for his sexual prowess,
"Fuck me now Alicia, and everytime Alicia Keyes
sings, you come running."
"Yes master"
Most are late teens, supposedly working an Irish sweat shop,
they sweat alright, and they get paid, retired cops tend to be loaded.
I hear you ask, why don't they leave?
I answer, why don't sheep leave the safety of a fenced off paddock free from wolves?
Yeah, maybe too many
conundrums to ponder here, too many arguments against, but one certainty, Danny owns nine women, and he's
a right bastard too.
I guess they all love the Benjamin Franklin he's willing to part with.
High
Road to Immortality
Burnt sienna highways, dusty
mesquite rolling, decay of civilisation evident in the rusty hulks of cars and trucks and skeletal remains.
There
is a man who shouts from a loudspeaker, calls for the patriots to murder and maim, in the name of the Eagle and the
Stars and Stripes, a man reminiscent of a wilting tree.
"Oil makes the world go round"
Yet the corridors
of normal life echo with the howls of innocence lost, with the groans of disbelief, with the ever present shout of
death, the understanding they were duped.
A baby is born under a cottonwood, hidden from the riders of the Man, hidden
from the Eyes in The Sky, mother a rarity in a world of Ends succouring, not succumbing to the Dogs of Indifference.
Did
no one see the whillywhoops of desert storms and oil embargoes, see the demise of democracy and capitalistic endeavours, see
the ever present March of the Saudi, the oil dollar and those it owned, see glass towers send shards of rot to
empty pavements below?
Had they seen, would it have mattered?
In far off lands, The Eagle flutters in immortality,
a memory life goes on, no one dares ask what of that country? what of the ruination? what if the people had been
awake? Aware!
What if's are for Romans and Britains, for empires that come and go, for Elephants and Hannibals, not
for little nations that survive the plutocracy of deceit of bigger countries.
Mesquite is a lonely bush, rolls
in the winds of the Texas Panhandle, rolls in the deserts of The Eagle, nowhere else in the world does it blow it's
lonely trumpet of Gone.
The Trick
to Matrimonial Ambience
You sit there in your imperious
womanhood, bemoan years of wasted matrimony, moan about my part in your own demise, sweat profusely when you spy
the mirror, you take a lie detector test every time you open your mouth, I answer with misery, drench yourself in
vodka-stained tears, and call me a womaniser and drunkard.
Speak to me, bitch, I deserve that much!
That
old cliche, takes two to tango, yet my two step pales into insignificance to the deceit you throw at me every day, the
neighbour with the Gene Kelly tip toes, the milkman with tupenny silver tops, the butcher with meat fresh every day, the
insurance salesman once a bloody month, I married you once, now I no longer know you.
Speak to me bitch, cat got
your damn tongue!
I find basted roasts two days old in the fridge when I've been away for a whole damn week, I
smell colognes that make other men present, see your legs shaved when you hold out on me, yes, I want you to change,
or a divorce, but more importantly, speak to me, woman, let me know where I have failed you, if I have, give me the
rights of passage, so I know my journey,
Speak to me bitch, I respect your word, if not you!
Ghosts
in pot plants and Nana's old boots
Remember those innocent days, Ma and
Pa dragging your childlike ass all the way across miles of boring country, to that old house, paint flaking, and
pot plants all over the goddamed place.
Recall the smell of fresh scones always baking, an old woman in a pinny,
flour smudges galore, you'd run and hide from her, friendly as she was, she always just gave you a jolt of the what
ifs.
So whilst ya folks shot the breeze with the ancient crone, you'd sit on the porch, and try catch butterflies, pull
the wings off stray grasshoppers, never think of the consequences, 'til one minute, and those old boots she wore, spoke
to you, yes you, in brisk bootish.
You checked them out, edged closer and nothing, nothing but the pot plants whispering, "ya
shouldn't oughta done that to thems creatures," then the damned boots echoed the plants.
Suddenly you wanted your
Ma, or Pa and you needed, no, desperately wanted, to be back on the road watching whizzing fields and animals feeding
and sleeping, anywhere but not here, not those boots,
not those plants and their mocking tease, then you hear
her, an ominous chortle, maybe some joke, maybe her boots had told her, the sweat on your brow knows you want to run,
then
you pick up the grasshoppers, try to repair them, to unmake the damage, to stop those damn things mocking your evil, the
tears stream, running a miasma of nightmares to come.
Then she comes out and sees you, places a hand on your shoulder a
handkerchief on your tears and whispers to you
"thems old boots and potted plants, theys know, yes theys know, and
they's being kind to you, be telling you the ways things be around here, and you listened, good boy"
and
she takes your hand, leads you matriarchly into the inner sanctum, places a plate of fresh scones and raspberry jam, some
whipped cream and lemonade, your fears dissipate, tears dry, Ma and Pa smile, knowingly.
You drive away and
to this day, the echoes of ghosts in the pot plants and in Grandma's old boots live in a memory that lives dreams, that
lived to be a botanist and zoologist, and one that appreciates good simple food.
Bomb Blast in Baghdad
You could have done something, anything, procrastination
was fine, till the dust settled and the ringing in your ears stopped.
Could have picked up the severed left leg, (you
could see it was a left one) given it back to the remnants of Joe lying prone on the pavement the shrapnel protruding
from his once proud back meant for you, you'd seen it, ducked behind poor Joe.
The taste of death strong
now in the midday heat, mingled with kebabs scattered where once stood Youssef's Kebab Stand now a gaping hole full
of afternoon dust and mourning wails of the women.
You feel the stickiness of your own arms, glass shards jutting
at obscure angles, slow trickles of blood, nothing threatening, no pain,
the pain is in the lonely leg and
it's deceased owner, in the chaos of Lower Baghdad after another militant attack of insanity.
Who dies? Who
lives? Who cares? Just faceless no-names on a busy street, a target unsure, general mayhem and a cause that is
lost in irreverence.
You lean down, the ringing gone, concrete dust spat out of a wettish mouth, pick up Joe's
favourite left and place it in his still arms, sad irony in that, he was always pulling someones leg.
The Yen of I, Me - Man
Born of middle class, backwater New Zealand, a kid of adventure in a household always on the move, fluid,
never affluent.
Tall trees, equally taller mountains, my playground of youth, with a brother and two sisters to
share the thrill of life, learnt from some wayward errors, not crime you understand.
Schooled in the above average
of grades made it through college only to escape, escape a father domineering to a new life upon the waves, on
grey warships to start with, then the white of survey vessels.
Managed to marry and have kids, and pass down
my heritage, my background need for travel and to enjoy life while you can, provider, provided, providence all
necessities of growing old.
Now, a reflective poet, a counsellor of internet friends, looking forward to immortality, in
penmanship, and of tales to be told, leave a mark, all we ask, the journey of a man (or woman).
Man of Peace, nation maker
Little bent man, hailed
from South Africa but managed to galvanise a nation a quarter away across the world, walked with crooked stick, and
simple garb, into the minds of India.
Tasted racism, segregation and wrongs, displaced people in a misplaced
country, went home to his homeland, helped to build new bridges of hope in a people long subdued by England.
Walked
the long dusty roads from Calcutta to Mumbai, and Srinigar, Hindu's, Seikhs, Muslims, all together for a Free
India, his banner, no resistance, no bloodshed, no anger.
Passive to this day, oft seen in photos under
a tree with his people, his followers, his believers that they could do this, and in a sunset over Goa the ravens
caw at the train of change, a new freedom.
Out walked the imperialists, in walked home rule, Ghandi it's
leader, a nation was born, prospered, split too, but that was destiny, still though, the change was made was perpetrated by
a robed ancient and his promise of freedom.
Skipping Stones
I
remember as a young boy, going down to the river and finding the flat stones, the "skippers" that would be sent out with
a whip of my arm, across the surface and leave ringlets as they skipped along.
The circles would start out great and
grow greater, and as the stone travelled, they'd get smaller, in size and in intensity.
I'd try to get more than
ten on a flat piece of water, to show how my skill was better, better than my brother's or my friends, to
see who was best, who was king of the Skippers.
Now I am old, and I see the meaning of those skips, the meaning
of the widening circles, it was the story of life and our impact on it, the story started big, and bold, and with
each skip, it diminished, till eventually we all sink like a stone into a flat river.
Our mark is intransigent, a
ripple big to begin with, but diminishing with each impact, and as the skips converge at the end, our mark is minimal, disinterested, and
those who watch see us disappear.
Until one day, when a flood washes the stone back on the riverbank, and
another kid with skipping stones in his youthful sight, tries to match his skill with long past skippers and grows
old wondering about the stone, about life, about those that came before, about himself.
The Blood of our Pasts
He was just a small kid really, young
enough to pick Grasshopper wings, too old to poo his nappy and play gaga, tall enough to stand at the kitchen sink make
Raspberry Jam with Mum, his own bowl and spatula, his own raspberries.
He sits there now, the needle in his arm, thinking
back, ten, no twelve years, the vivid scene inked on his memory, a memory fast fading with each hit, a life diminishing
as if raspberries were an unwelcome interlude.
Sits in a padded room, tomato sauce smearing walls long lost in
fading white, stares with psychotic distemper at a memory, the red eliciting familiarity, lost now- like his mind,
like the remnants of his past and future, wrapped in social decay.
On a paupers grave, a jar, long lost of label- a
token to his memory, a mother's right to remember him as he once was, innocence cupped in a glass container that
now holds homemade Raspberry Jam, and the blood of his youth, his life.
Identifying sparks in innocence
A pink face, glowing expectantly in youth, plays a trick on your mind when it asks an
adult question, you think a hurried answer behind a knowing smile, wonder how you started, how your face glowed with
the knowledge of the unaware?
Maybe taste an eclair for the first time and joy at the flavours of chocolate and
cream, the same joy each time a new leaf of knowledge is unfurled.
Sunday morning on a cross channel ferry
You know sunday morning, hammers
banging staccato on the inside bell of your brain. Think sea air and a trip across the channel to Waiheke might
blow the cobwebs firmly out.
Pay the ferryman, a rusty dollar he smiles that I-don't-care smile enough to force
you towards a plank of dubious construction, tip toe with Tiny Tim singing, up the gangway to a rocking cradle.
Observe
faces in morning delight or decay, like the lady with the thick gabardine coat, blue/grey like her mood. She mellows
your hangover, feel pity- duck into the miniskirt of a scantily clad young lady smelling of fresh Chanel and stale
sex from the night before.
Chaucer seems out of place here, creeps from your vision and writes several passages
on dogs and owners skirting the gunwhales and seagulls, the sound of a ships horn echoes like more hammers in your
skull, hold hands on head and people recognise your malaise, laugh haughtily.
Feel the thrum of engines panting
and the jerk of ropes from bollards as the ferry slips it's berth, and chugs out into the busy seaway, a sunny
day see Windsurfers dance across harbour cheating death as encroaching container ships pass, creating huge wakes that
you see will rock your stomach soon.
She smiles at you, the frumpish beauty front row center, in delicate green, a
Womans Weekly hiding her chest, her delights you might gauge her on, you don't smile back, a brain lock in place denies
social contact, just observations and recording the data of a Sunday trip.
Glancing at your watch, you time the
past, watch the future scream ahead and invite you to come play, to taste delights that might otherwise jump at you. But
all you see is a destination, no reason to be there, or to come back, a need to just do something and remember it for
what it is worth if you want to.
The journey draws to its close the brightness of blue and white awnings an
invitation to party outdoors, or to just repay the ferryman, return to whence you came, for heaven knows why, such
is life, the manner a hangover takes, no lucid thought, just the need to do.
Then you awake, watch the blurry
vision of a TV screen, blue and white sailboats and ferries crossing harbours and you reach for a hair of the dog bark
orders at a new hangover pending, reach for the remote, and blink, gone. Not however the smell of Chanel and fresh sex.
The True Meaning of Mother Earth
In the beginning there was
the Sun, ol' Father Sol, who farted one day and put into orbit, a planet, and yes he planned it that way.
This
planet grew, matured really, and for what it is worth we'll call it Mother Earth. She floated on an orbit, minding
her own business when one day, ol' Man Sol got randy and fired a shot into her path.
Poor young Earth, virgin
she was expected to take his seed not knowing what was to happen, she swelled and grew, a bulge so spectacular, that
in her haste to be rid of it she erupted, and a baby planet, a boy, entered the realm, Mercury.
And a few
eons later, ol' Father Sol got randy again, and Venus was born, and so it went on, until loveable Pluto, the
vagrant wanderer was expelled into the depths of space.
And you know all those great eruptions we hear about, volcanoes
going off with a huge bang, yep, another planet, Janet and another big unexplained hole
in archeological history.
A drop of rain on a podocarp leaf
In a still forest of ancient
trees, the silent whisper of life echoes harshly to the sound of rain, intruding bludgeonly.
Soft leaves bend
and bow to the weight of water which runs from the sky and lands softly on leaves growing to oxygen production and
a need to feed the air.
It never leaves a trail, a soft footprint to mark it's travel across greenery, forces
the leaf to bend under combinations until a waterfall rushes maddenly to the ground, and the leaf returns to take
the next onslaught in its wake.
Never mind the power of the deluge, the power of resilience in nature is such
that the gentleness of an emerald leaf is never bowed for long, strong enough though to manage the intrusion that
threatens to shred it from a limb.
Pleasure
and Pain
There's pleasure in a warm
bed on an icy morose night, pleasure in having the cat snuggle, your toes curling to the warmth.
There's pain
in a 3.47am wake up call, the dance of toothache waltzing across the roof of your mouth and halfway up your head
to the eyeball.
There is no pleasure in taking pain killers, there is no pain, in trying to pleasure a tooth
that says something is wrong, suck cold air across it and wince,
it's nice for a while, then the ache comes and
keeps you awake for another few hours 'til the dentist appointment in the morning, there is pleasure in a needle in
your gum,
to ease the pain.
Passing Mental Illness
Took a course in life, expected to pass with flying colours, but change plans midway, took
a degree in Mental Illness, the toughest course to date.
Made depp studies into psychosis, and the need the understand that
not all is as it seems, studied dead dreams and mocking calls of bigotry.
Passed through with head held high, received
a degree as aimed for showed my friends, they feigned not to understand, as ignorance tends to do.
Thoughts on painting flowers on a busy sidewalk.
Tulips, bulbous and ruby red, green stalks holding them, paint
them with avid brushstrokes around busy footfalls the occassional watering from a walked dog.
Draw daffodils
on parking meters, to brighten the day, remember mum, she died of cancer, though she's not a fifty cent obelisk, a
rememberance of brighters days.
Briannon from number 49 leaps to my aid, we draw violets, purple and pink, on
telephone boxes and the occassional fire hydrant, pretty crimson dahlias on seats,
Build a veritable garden of
light for passing grey and blue pedestrians, what us kids do best, illuminate until Mr Crotchety Pants from the council comes
and issues Dad a warning.
We'll be back, on another drear street, in another drear town, with golds and creams, following
our dreams.
The day Father
McGinty farted in church.
It was
that day as usual, Sunday morn, parisheners all seated, some forlorn, others with children, hands on mouths, keeping
so quiet, to momma's growls.
High on the pulpit, Father he stood, Black and purple cassock, delivering
the word, cheeks rosy red from too much wine, or flushed from a quickie, the dirty swine.
Then it happened
folks, at the end of Job, the thing he dreaded, the poor ministerial slob, burst forth with gusto, shook the
dearly departed, much to the crowds pleasure, the Father had farted.
Twasn't one of them silent ones, that
waft around, nope, twas a thunderbolt what shook the ground, folks in their pews sat aghast, watched and waited, sure
enough, another blast.
Twas a special day this day of mirth, when McGinty gave the folks more than he was
worth, to this day onward sure as you can bet, parisheners will chortle when he mounts the pulpit.
A Gottle
of Goke
When I drink it, that gottle of goke, my tummy gets fizzy, I almost choke.
When
I try something else, a gottle of Geer, my head turns funny, I go quite queer.
If I get braver, drink a
gottle of Godka, I fall flat on the floor, and noone yells "Gotcha"
But I do knows this, with a gottle of
Gin, you pronounced it with the Gih sound, now isn't that fun.
Redundant Passages.
Take a pair of dark glasses, hide the eyes, the truth, walk into conversations and
reflect others searching stares.
Drink Listerine to cover the natural stench of your pathetic existence,
chop
lambs fry into small pieces and watch your kids cringe at your audacity.
You read your autobiography and the
pages ring apocalyptic, passages ringing with empty lines,
you marvel at the sensitivity of your nothingness,
redundant the idea your life doesn't mean anything.
Yet you glee in your achievement the feeling of fulfillment.
Dark
glasses your badge of office.
Ode to Deliverance
Pass down memory lanes young thinker, drink of the water of knowledge, drown
in it's tears merciful one, make happenstance your choices amongst the dying dandelions of Dale, and wager an Irishman
rode by
on a dray, pulling the cart of conscience, making deliveries to young boys playing bric a brac on the
patio of life. Freedom comes with a hefty price as do ladies in dark streets and alleys chancing their wares to sauntering
sailors.
Chagrin smiles a rueful refrain, moodily upon the night stands at Harvards 'otel, ducks stuck to a wall
petrify a startled guest into purchasing overpriced Chateau Blanc, from an equally harrassed Room Service. The resident
Rock Band parties on, grown up from those patio days, and dreaming air guitar riffs with Jimi, in their ether.
Doc
Martens are the order of the day for Bovver Boys on a National Front foray, deliverance the strand of reality permeating the
blackness of lost souls, and soulstresses, a back street bar rhymes Jazz with Billie the sounds forcing old folks to
jitter their way through the dross of their making, their legacy.
Some curse the constraints of childbirth, pre-programming
not condoned by lazy governments who find it hard to keep the prisons empty, yet that dray, and that Irishman, find
a way to pass judgement with their crossing of the portals of power, personages contained therein, one wrong step,
kilter is ripped asunder
before the day we lay down and answer the megalith, who stands party to our weariless trudge
onward, the path of the two wheeled cart straight, one dimensional, always delivering, divulging, time stands still
in a microsecond, barely but rolls on relentlessly, till The End, and the moans of street whores, the incessant clop
clop of those size twelve Doc's and Bovver Boys determined,
maybe too many nights with Stanley Kubrick or Quentin
Tarantino, who knows, dark though they are, hallucinations are a thought gone haywire, a possibility posed presumptuously, dogs
bark, pee on the endlessly moving wheel that fate rolls for everyone, and we stare unknowing into a future that may,
or may not, deliver.
Liquid viscosity
A glass of water, see through, like a mind painted white.
A tumbler
of Coke, bubbly and dark, like a mischievous imp.
Champagne in a champange glass, delivers delight and
makes a mind dance.
A cup of milk and chocolate, thick, dense, brown no mind should ever be.
Why glasses
are so hard to find.
Wear 'em all damn day long, eyes fixed to a focal length, take 'em
off and place them somewhere absent mindedly, presto!! hours later, still searching.
New focal length you
see, makes it hard to see, to look, to crawl around making an ass of yourself in utter frustration.
Stand
up, sudden urge to pee, do the business, wash your hands, glare intently in the mirror notice the mirror double reflects off
the top of your head, reach up, place glasses back on nose, scratch head, kick the damn door jam, bare footed, the
cat runs at the howl, chaos ensues. just because your mind has brain fades.
Do they make something for that? Probably
lose that too!
Chinese Fortune Cookies
Oh there's a name conjures passion, Rasputin,
that great Russian, I know another has the same affect, found it in a chinese restaurant, on a fortune cookie, we
all know the ones.
You!!
You are going to be famously infamous! You are going to be filthy Rich! You are
going to make someone happy! You are about to have much good fortune! You are as wise as the great gurus!
I Googled
the net like I always do, looking for this notorious You, must be of chinese extraction, I thought like the You in
Young.
Hit 53,587,109 returns.
Couldn't be stuffed opening any, the chinese fortune cookie was enough.
To
this day, I still wonder who that lucky bugger You is!
Goodbye
Just another suicide note, my daughter's last mutterings,
says something
says this is me, do you
understand?
We never did make out the ramblings, nor the need for a shadow picture.
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