Foreign Tastes
I lick
a stamp,
a somewhat
onerous task
the
taste foreign to my recollection.
We sail
hard
the
boats jumping about,
“about”
the action of tacking again.
She
clips nails
the
long ones on her hands
her
record a somewhat envious one.
Children
dribble
the
mess ready for mothers
to wash
and hang on a line again.
The
day closes
sunset
bright red and orange,
the
chill wind of winter onset cools.
Red
Cod caught
the
barbeque fired up to hot
the
taste of fish wanton this time around.
The
Oak bends
under
the weight of winter snow
summer
acorns wind up in squirrel burrows.
Love
filters in
the
likes of hugs and cuddles
new
friends aren’t averse to the actions.
The Lady and the Killing stroke.
Her
right hand, beholder of beauty
her
left, the closed fist of power,
her
time on Earth, not wasted
Pakistan her family, the prize
to beholden
of power, for the people
to raise
the consciousness of self
Benazir
Bhutto Lady of the Right,
returned
from exile to lead them home,
the
promise of sensibility in leadership.
the
melting pot of religion and politics
Islamabad the radical clerics spread their word
Karachi and Lahore
home of moderation
The
picture to become clearer, as it does
when
Musharraf declares martial law
to fight
the clerics and supreme court.
The Middle Ages and Kings.
Grey
onerous taskmaster, Castle Nevermore
the
inhabitants as dreary and as onerous
the
parsonage nestled within full this Sunday
a gathering of town folks mustered by the Master.
The
Maidens swim with their washing in the stream
the
light of summer sun drying their endeavours
the
lads stand on the bridge and choose one for life
the
marriages conducted in the parsonage, aplenty.
Those
unions bear fruit, children’s voices echo in the woods,
their
mothers and fathers gathering the crop, fruit
their
wares to be sold in Nevermore’s marketplace
for
travellers and locals, the money to be donated.
The
Knight ‘Thane of Nevermore’ rides home now
his
journey to the Crusades finished, another win
Christianity
saved for the ones that follow, forced
the
schoolhouse for the well to do breeds good news.
Peasants
bring goods and fare for his arrival,
their
hero, the man that does the job, his retinue
following
on bearing gifts for the gentry, his honour
the
patron saint of Nevermore, the Laird, Sir Geoffrey.
He declares
a public holiday, all the land shall exult,
all
the peoples shall share the good Thane’s arrival,
the
children dress in glad rags trying to match the gentiles,
Mothers
and Fathers in Sunday Rags, to honour.
A cart
approaches Nevermore’s ramparts, drawn
by two
draught horses, a wizard atop with mischief,
the
clown in front making merry, dancing and frolicking,
the
children run to usher forth the wizard and clown
gifts
to for urchins, maidens, fireworks for the Thane
and
especially for Sir Geoffrey, sage advice on matters
the
forthcoming death of the Good King John,
the
return from afar of King Richard
the Lion Heart.
Today,
the day after all the fun, children sleep,
Sir’s
and Thane’s go about their political business
a good
wizard and amiable clown move on to London,
the
wives and maidens go about their washing.
Men
tend to crops and other affairs of state
the
tending of horses, the cleaning of a church,
the
market empty except for the naysayer’s
who
preach their daily doom to anyone that cares.
Those
years when snow rained down.
August
an august month
blown
with wind and snow
children
don warm cloaks
dance
down gutters
ecstatic
about the white fluffy stuff.
Foreign
visitors shiver anon
grabbing
warm jackets
hiding
their heads in beanies
imbibing
in alcohol to warm
juices
frozen with ice
knowledge
that the season has changed,
like
last year, remember.
Mindless
morons wear shorts and T shirts
never once thinking of the cold
open
to good ideas, not sensibilities,
probably
been the same for eons now,
quiescent
Barbie dolls dressed by kids
representing
the population
star
crossed lovers separated
through
snow spears, not Brittney.
Underwear
is normally Y fronts
viciously
hauled up around the arse
we howl
when pulled too tight
Xavier
does it best, hauls highest
yesterday’s
ones still littering the floor,
zoos
lock their gates when the snow comes.
Zealotry
pulls a strong bow,
yearning
for new days to come,
xebecs
sail past the country
where
snow hides the growth of spring,
verily
we scale new temperatures
underwritten
by lawyers just because.
Teams
form up on frozen lakes,
start
hitting the puck, scores a goal
resonance
from the crowd thrilling,
Queen
Latifa from Samoa calls it a day
passed
being too cold, goes home
overseas
she lives, the Pacific
negative
thoughts leaving her mind
making
for the warmth of homelands.
Last
week the Daily Neptune predicted
killings
on the roads, ice apparently
Jesus
was called upon many times to save
I tried
my best to stop the carnage
had
enough influence to see the skies clear
good
enough for the warm wind to melt snow
for
the Ice to trickle away as rivers.
Eric
Johnson at 48 was found stuck to his heater
Dave
rescued him, you know Dave, No 5
Charles
said he helped too, saved a life
bad
thoughts where snow storms are around
another
next year and I’m moving.
Leaving Las Hacienda des Gringo
I stumbled
across this place
a resort
to bring drunks around
was
seventeen years into a good drunk
the
need to straighten out very dire.
They
had me on oats and wholemeal
a breakfast meant to soak up the rubbish
water
the drink of the day, occasional soda
the
meal at lunch and dinner sparse.
Today
I left after four months of abstinence,
back
to Las Vegas and my night job as croupier
the
house emptied of alcohol, as it should be,
the
need to go to a bar after work distorted.
I found
poetry when I was drying out, yes
a need
to write about things in my life
to straighten
out the desire to reoffend,
to place
in order a life of misery for those around me.
Rhetoric the Dinosaur
If I
could talk?
If I
could walk and show you?
If you
could understand the dinosaur
or Humans
as we called ourselves.
If only
you could see the world from our eyes,
to see
the lushness of woodlands
the
grey drear of deserts
the
marshiness of swamps.
What’s
to understand you ask?
We had
it good,
life
and death a fine balance,
no pollutants
bar belching volcanoes
no global
warming fuelled by greenhouse gases,
no suicide
or murder
just
nature riding it’s course
strongest
species not necessarily the best
each
day a long protraction of life on Earth
(yes
we called this Planet Erath too)
No more
of us survive,
well
not entirely correct
Sharks
and Tuatara abound
and
the reptiles were borne out of us,
yes
there is a hint Humans are aliens
as we
were aliens too, ships long gone
the
Garden Of Eden for us all,
yet
we perished, as surely you will perish,
such
is the way the cosmos works
such
is the will of God (Yes he was here too)
Enjoy
life Humans, we Dinosaurs applaud you.
Kimi Chandler makes moves
The
dog shat on the front lawn, as dogs do
the
flies were fast for the feast, as always here
seventeen
year ol Kimi Chandler washed his bike,
a seventies
Hog, Harley original, now a roadster,
Martha
Grady walked up the path, skipping along
she
was fifteen, and in love with Mimi, a child love
she’d
come over to help him rub the chrome clean,
he kind
of liked her around, but she too often cried,
The
snoring inside was Kimi’s drunken lay-about father
another
bottle or two of Jim Beam washed down, soda
the
usual Saturday afternoon, his mother out working
his
younger sister playing catch-up with friends on email,
Insignificant
reasons for living, life at 42 Garmons
Way
the
day rolling with cleaning, polishing, oiling, testing
Martha
climbs aboard as he revs it up, the vibration
reaching
from her thighs to the top of her head, exciting,
He asks
her to get off, his turn to feel the rhythm anew,
don’s
his Blazer Zero One helmet, drops the stand,
and
roars out the gate at break neck speed, eating tarmac,
the
Father coming too at the noise, curses the world.
They
buried him on Tuesday, his headless corpse
the
result of the glass truck and his bike’s impact
his
Father managed another bottle to help forget him,
Martha
cried for hours, as did his sister and mother.
The
paper reported him as a motorcycle gang thug,
heck,
he’d had no time to learn the meaning of it all,
the
public once again painted with the wrong picture,
the
family ostracized as a result, except maybe an uncaring dad.
A Murder Mystery Poem
No one
died on the spot
more
like murder in the zoo
animals
aflutter screaming monkey talk,
asphalt
chalk drawings
the
position the body was found
two
tigers growl, their teeth washed daily,
the
mind open to debate
where
lies the tool of deathliness
five
dollars indicates a hurried escape,
The
News at Six eschews
the
body of a Man/woman located
any
eye witnesses to report to the Police,
a daughter
of a wealthy man
sends
details to the news hounds
the
Police arrest her for being an accessory,
eventually
time steals respite
the
murdered moved on to the morgue
the
lady – crime of passion, settles for court.
Headline 73 buried in Page Forty of the Newspaper.
There
it is, found it. I’d been waiting for the snippet of information since
the interview seven days hence. The Cub Reporter was true to her word, within
one week and there it is, “Mentally Ill have been Great People”
Winston
Churchill it is said
was
mentally ill
lived
a life coupled with depression
not
sure he was Manic Depressive
possible
though.
The
window of Depression is always dark
the
mood of the bearer often slouchy
the
light of day darkened when passing through,
I suffer
Mania, so can’t comment
though
I’m sure it’s as debilitating.
The
article was two hours of interview, though the short piece surely doesn’t warrant mentioning. Maybe I wasn’t that interesting, though in my own mind I find myself highly worthy of mining, yet
I get the feeling the gold I tried to pass off as my illness was subjected to editorial dismantling.
A lot
of stars of stage and screen
suffer
from Bipolar,
suffer
from depression,
suffer
from drug abuse
and
maybe alcohol too,
The
Lap Dancers in some hotels
snort
cocaine to stop the pain,
the
degradation of self
degeneration
of mind,
a young
kid in a classroom shows disinterest
shows
signs of fidgeting,
knows
he not fitting in
he’s
got puberty to wait for the outcome
the
diagnosis,
a mental
illness part hereditary
part
self abuse,
all
to often seriously underrated.
I read
the article another time, just to be sure that it would articulate with fellow
sufferers, to accept my invitation to join our consumers group, to offer peer to peer assistance, to let them know they are
not alone. She highlighted the meetings every second Wednesday. I think ‘is this enough?’ then ruminate that maybe it could be too much for some. Such is life.
We meet
every second Wednesday
to keep
the pace of the meetings going
to do
crafts and the likes
to sing
to rhyme
to make
things happen,
numbers
are low
we expect
that
to start
with,
this
week we hope after the paper article
things
will pick up, improve, increase,
of course,
buried on Page Forty
not
many would have the patience to read that deep,
I sure
as hell wouldn’t,
The
register we sign when we clock in shows a marked increase. Maybe the Winston
Churchill reference or the elucidation of famous actors, but this week coming indications
are more people will be there, the phones of the organizers running red hot. Someone
read, yes, and they read me, now time to meet and mingle as fellow humans afflicted with likewise ailments.
Under a Blood Red Mountain
I’ve
not read the plays of Sophocles
his
passion for the written word
in a
lifetime 123 plays, seven survive
Oedipus and Antigone remain.
Aristotle
marked him a man of means
highlighted
how great the Tragedies,
the
battle for Troy
a passing passion
for
Helen and her minions, Carthagans.
Under
a blood red mountain in Italia
the
citizens of Pompeii run a kilter
the
remnants now a site for tourists
the
death of both countries cultures - highlighted.
Power Failures
Yes!
Your standard car versus pole
this
one today lasted four hours
a double
pole taken out by speeding car,
the
inhabitants apparently OK, BUT!!!
They
left me without power for four hours
sacrilege
– did they not consider me,
did
they not think twice about my PC time
if they
had they would have gone the speed limit.
How
did that thought crop into my mind,
yeah
this one – Bush is a shining example of power failure,
him
and his cronies - or does power corrupt all?
Clinton had the power to tell the country, we did
not do it?
Yes
that’s right, Monika Lewinsky, where is she now,
all
power corrupts, makes minds wander,
I wonder
where they think they are when having sex,
with
the wife or other, where is there mind?
Sadly they don’t win, love at all costs conquers all,
love
of country, love of the planet, love of the cosmos,
do they
realise, yes even the car crash victims,
that
supercharged power corrodes everything.
Now
(as is plainly obvious) I have my internet back,
all
power to me – have no fear, I’m incorruptible.
Iliad – absence of sense
I could
start this poem with “o’ Behold – Iliad”
could
continue with ‘thine eyes beholdeth death’
but
that’s not my style, far from it.
I will
start with what’s a Grecian Urn, about a dollar,
and
hope you didn’t miss the joke, yes finger dancers,
I think
you’re starting to gather I have naff all to say.
Then
this little masterpiece, Life, the preserver of Love
and
your interest is piqued, throw open the doors
applaud
the gaiety of variety, the promise of lust.
The
secret smile indicating a return expected
your
face screws up, what the fuck did that mean?
I tell
you, secret lovers have secret messaging regime.
Lost
my virginity, happens to young good looking men,
she
was a wanton hussy, her boyfriends photo
standing
proud on her nightstand, I knew him too. Ouch!!
Oh yeah
the Iliad, some Greek tragedy, eons past,
possibly
inspired by some Greek maiden, naked,
but
you didn’t need to know that, but I told you anyway.
Yes,
my wife, first and only one, she’s a beacon
all
around her shine when she looks upon them,
I picked
her when I was drunk, best investment ever.
You
didn’t need to know that, I just slipped it in,
you
do need to know that this poem is bloody hard to write,
as are
nothing poems, normally, I need to smoke!
Oh yeah,
while I’m at it, Cleopatra, wanton hussy
goats
milk baths and suitors aplenty, gracious too
by all
accounts, though lost her head with M. Anthony.
I’m
listening to cricket as we write, we are enjoying it
(yes
we, you’re along for the ride) so dooly up and hi ho,
the
time for recompense overdue due to sexuality.
Ok Ok
I’ll put you out of your misery, SLAM!!!!!!
Wake
up, you’ve been dreaming, wake up I say,
read
back what we wrote, tell me nightmare??
A Life of Dreams and Possibilities
A case
study of green versus red
the
light through a stained glass window
of the
Christ suspended from wooden cross,
The
Pew, across the church where bums sit,
except
when they slide off for prayer
the
priest stammers on Job.
Sanguine
Virgins dance
a witches
coven with fire blazing high
the
devil thrusts his engorged penis in all ways,
Members
of the coven all now seated as the chosen
is slain,
the baby due in nine months
utterly
human appearance.
The
Eskimo slay seals
a part
of their life for eons now,
the
blubber used to purify children and maidens,
Pigmies
in deepest Congo dance a love dance,
calling
the spirits, many a male loses
his
virginity in marriages.
Lay
down your condom
you
have done your bit for the planet
the
growth rate slowed by necessity and commonsense,
the
layman on the street with his porno movie,
dances
with actresses and admires,
his
manhood wasted.
The Story of Alfred E Neuman as of yesterday
I was
a kid once
loved
Mad comics
the
antics of Alfred
and
his staff
made
it each week
with
a bob or two
parted
with the readies
book
in hand, hiding time
maybe
my derangia was self evident
so reading
the pages
enough
to make me laugh
and
to cry
to make
the day go by,
Alfred
was a geekie
long
before geeks were around
his
idiotic face
enough
to fill my space
each
copy was passed on to a mate, he was nuts too
we’d
share a chortle
a well
meaning laugh
share
stories of family
ridicule
the mad ones
we both
ended up mad
sort
of had to, upbringing
they
tried to tell me
I was
psychotic, who - he?
I made
sago pudding with fried rice and lemon rind.
The
icing on the cake, blue
to mirror
the sky and blues
sing
out from a trumpet sound
left
my feet tapping on the ground.
The
taste Alfred leaves
in your
mouth
so far
larycose
aahhhhh
Sir, all too close.
You
baby me, I baby you, together we make babies true.
The Daybreak Orchid
My aunt
next door
when
we lived in Auckland,
grew
orchids for fun.
She
had many varieties,
Asian,
Australian, hybrids
the
lily white with colour streams,
my favourite,
a purple backdrop
to a
bright orange flame,
Daybreak
she called it.
She
died, as did her passion
I never had a green enough thumb
to master
her artful trade.
A Pregnant Cow and an overdue Calf.
It was
Friday,
somewhere
around 3.45 pm
the
constant drumming of heavy machinery
the
epicenter of eruption
your
brain
Could
have been a ditch digger
using
a jackhammer attachment
to build
another prefabricated hole
could
have been a hammer machine
breaking bricks and mortar for hardfill
could
have been Mary
trying
to put her new shoes on.
Could
have been the speakers from my stereo
pumping
out Dance Music at 140 RMS,
bass
heavy and pure tribal fusion, dance I said
my ass
on my chair swaying too and fro
as the
hump, hump, hump of the next song bites,
could
have been the hairdryer being smashed.
I might
have made it all up, all day, all night,
the
thump, thump of a nightmare causing sweats,
could
have been Jerry next door banging away,
my wall
vibrating with my snoring and his ministrations
a big
toe swollen from when I hit the doorjamb,
blood
welling into a bright purple balloon.
Suddenly
I realise it’s the Poetry Alarm clock
reminding
me to write another poem for the day
a couple
so far you ask, yes I’m prolific, and a liar
I’m
in so much daily pain, as outlined, one a day’s enough.
Startled Opossum
Imagine
the bright eyes
funneling
back at your car
imagine
an animal stuck in time
the
taste of disaster
as you
run it over.
Imagine
then your guilt
if
you were in Australia
(they’re
protected there)
then
imagine your joy
as they
are vermin here.
You
stop your Detroit Diesel
walk
back to the flattened mess
uplift
and place in the fur bin
take
it home to your son
so he
can strip the hide for pocket money.
Imagine
that your wife’s fur coat
is the
product of unerring road aim
the
warmth of many startled cur
wrapped
to a warm cloak, roadside
watch
the Detroit Diesels as they soldier by.
4x4ku
Over
rough land
make
for cover
the
legend rose
babies
chortle.
Africa - dark
chocolate
rinse
the
need to die
where
once stood life.
They
dance joyous
snack
on snake skins
polish
their shoes
ruby
wax wheels.
The
tusk – rhino
meant
for life worn
now
ground for sex
China holds sway.
Rock
music pumps
The
Sex Pistols
reformed
to Clash
God
Save the Queen.
Lap
Dancing girls
in the
right, just
men
lost souls found
wander
home, - wed.
Salad
bowls filled
the
grey/green plums
prunes
run amok
stop
the shits, dang!!
Write
first person
then
third person
then
no person
then
don’t write ever.
I saw your eyes dip.
I saw
your eyes dip
they
shaded themselves from pain
I saw
your lip curl
a grimace
cleaned out with a smile
I saw
your nose twitch
the
dimple on your chin filled,
I saw
your tummy heave
the
taste of food disheveling
I saw
my baby arrive
your
curses sweet nothings to the ear
I saw
your hips shake
we danced
rock and roll to celebrate
I saw
your legs stammer
the
music no longer meaning it’s tempo
I saw
your feet swell
the
onset of age a sure sign
I read
your obituary at church
I saw
your smile
I buried
you next to your Mum
the
earth fresh to touch
I erected
a memorial of stone
your
name prominent
I sit
and watch our family videos
your
growing evident
I have
the girls around and chat
your
name always top of the list
I made
your cake on your birthday
enough
candles for One
I sit
and await my time, writing poetry
to salute
you
I cry
in my most quiet of moments
you
would be proud
I ready
for the long sleep to be with you again
the
time draws near.
Always,
in my every moment, you are there
I see
your smile again.
My children.
I don’t
know why, but I haven’t ever written any poems about my children. It was
always a struggle bringing them up and I guess because I missed the last seven years of their lives I missed all the good
and bad that didn’t escape them.
I was
there for both births
I held
Marita’s hand
mopped
her brow
helped
her with her exertions.
The
first was plain sailing
pure
natural birth, at first I though “a boy”
when
a rebuke from the midwife
suggested
girl.
Amy,
right from birth, was a dream girl
she
grew well, learnt well, behaved well
an overall
joy to have as a child.
I think
of the times when my illness ruined her outlook on life. Why was I mad, I was
never like that, always a cool calm collected character,
yet sometimes my then ten year old could get under my skin. I guess she forgave
me, we talk and chat and generally love each other as adults.
I ducked
out for a smoke
Marita
was still in Labour
but
things weren’t going well,
the
epidural was a sure sign.
I got
back and was in time
to see
Ashleigh born, blue though
the
medical staff in a race for life
to resuscitate
her, breath life into her.
They
succeeded, but it was the start of a difficult life for all. After three months she was back in hospital, not feeding, breast
or bottle, and she wasn’t thriving. The next nine months saw her in and out of hospital with all manner of reasons. She had to have a gastric tube feeder, something we got used too, but having to take her out in public
was a problem. People cringed. They
didn’t understand.
The
doctors told us
she
would probably be dead
by seven,
a deadline
we were
determined to beat
she
was a little fighter
on medication
for epilepsy
still
only able to eat soft food
but
she got our love
unconditional,
and sadly maybe
to the
detriment to Amy.
Amy
loves her now more than she did
so that’s
made me happy,
after
me and Marita go,
it’s
odds on favourite Amy will look after her.
Are
we a happy family. Generally yes, we had to go through it all and have to come out smiling.
Sure the hard times are still there for Marita (as we split when I was diagnosed Bipolar), she had to bring up the
girls herself as I struggled with my problems. Will we get back, probably not,
though one never knows.
I haven’t
seen my girls for three years now,
though
I chat with them often on the internet,
but
it’s not the same, I’d love to go see them now
to share
a moment or two, to dance, to smile
but
alas my situation forbids me this luxury.
I’m
lucky, I have two lovely girls, both finding life as I found it, an open book and a open mind.
I hope both will find their own paths and make a mark on an otherwise loveless world.
Tomorrow I’ll sleep contented, after talking to my girls.
One Liners – an ABCDarian
As
Bees
climb,
dawn
encapsulates
foreverness,
graves
hewn
internally
justify
killing
like
Mum
nuanced.
Open
parcels
question
rights
sold
tersely
underneath.
Vicious
women
(xanthippe)*
yield
zonally.
*ill-tempered woman
The Light of Day in the Square
The
light dawns crimson from the east,
sun
lovers pack a mental note
to head
to the beach, Himatangi
The
ladies traipse around the Square
shopping,
no noticing the Marae e Hine
not
seeing me rolling up my sleeping bag,
the
infusion of smog making transport,
I wander
over towards the sun, to toilet
refreshed
by another Palmerston North night.
My mental
note not of the Beach, but food
a tummy
hungry now for two days, pancakes
from
Mac’s on the Square, my two bobs worth,
I taste
love in the air, couples toing and froing,
summer,
early as it may be, gets the best of people,
the
garbage collector beats me to the trashcans.
The
warm rays of a climbing Sun remove my coat
a three
year old hoody limps free, shoes scrape on,
Michael, the sociopath juggles for cigarette money,
As the
summer Sun climbs to midday, a sweat starts
still
hungry, I tackle my bank account, no benefit yet,
so hang
around Subways and scoot in to fill with leftovers.
Afternoon
finds me back in the Marae, writing poetry,
I can’t
escape those boulders, a new poem for each,
I wonder
often if they’d frame each poem for each boulder.
The
traffic out of town, after school, kids and parents
off
to the beach to capture the rays and swim, balmy
yes,
Balmy Palmy, those with nouse head to the Lido.
The
sun starts to dip, it’s day almost done, reverence,
I bow
to my feet and supplant life curses on the ground,
the
day cooling means jacket back on, the hoody too.
Shadows
from the Library lengthen, the Square darkens,
people
shuffle home leaving me to my solitude,
cars
return with red skinned children, and sandy feet.
In the
deepest recesses of the West, the Sun sinks
the
lights in the Square take effect, brighten key areas,
a dog
that turns up around the cafes, looks for scraps.
Suddenly
I find myself unrolling my sleeping attire,
the
benches in the Green Belt a usual haunt, peace
the
statues of reverence overlooking as sentinels.
Goodnight.
A Touch of Love
It’s
simple really, reconcile
with
a light brush of the brow
The
torch that resounds light
shines
diamond reflections in your eyes
The
French Kiss so tender
the
aftermath, then a hot shower,
Tucking
each other in at night
passing
a story or two on children.
Lace
Stretches
over nether bits
finely
orchestrated in patterns
the
feel fine to touch
at the
top of stockings
ready
to furl downward
the
feet shaped for sex
today
lovers entwine
uncapping
lace bra’s
baring buoyant breasts
a soft
hand, not male
smooth
across a bare stomach
the
belly piercing jiggles.
A soft moan emits
laced
with love
the
sweat starting to pour
a sudden
realisation
I have
lace on the brain
I replace
the written hand.
Dad the Deadbeat.
You
stand by the refrigerator
measure
the food for affect
decide
you need to go shopping.
The
yard is an affray on sensitivities
lawn
12 inches high, blowing in the wind,
the
kids toys buried in yet to be defined work.
The
car sits in the carpark, overdue a wash
the
tyres appear flat, well flattened
to asphalt
the
dog pee marks on the wheels indicate tagging
Bemoaning
the fact she left you for your slovenness,
an ability
to not do too much when too much is required
I sit
and chew over procrastination, my affliction.
The
dicey thing with death is it’s lasting
apparently
as long as someone can read your headstone
moss
the final resting place of the deceased.
Magnificent
that thought, how it snuck in
here
I was writing about being a sloth
ending
up proliferating death of ones’ life.
I take
the kids out the back, pick up the toys,
clear
the yard for the lawnmower, weed eater first,
Drive
to the nearest garage and pump the tyres up.
Her
what used to be indoors still mollified,
given
her a chance to come back,
though
she indicates many weeks.
Aghast,
I soldier on, father, maintenance man,
jack
of all trades, including Father AND Mother,
the
juice in the fridge needs replacing, thirst.
Part time Work
T’is
the Ides of March
the
dock weed grows
people
ruminate anew
Lacklustre
the feeling blue
black
frost in winter slips
degenerative
ideas slacken
Afterglow
sunrise yesterday
Welcome
Swallows dip and dive
longing
for love lost in mire
Strike
of lightning, scars
the
resonance of thunder
Skyhawks
drop love bombs
Radiation
burns in Nuclear era
homes
demolished askance
people
wonder about it all
Laud
the peacekeepers
sign
treaties to improve Man
the
likes of North Korea shiver
Suddenly
men shiver amazed
weapons
stored for eternity
rational
thought replacement
Lately
I’ve wondered why I exist
I check
the pulse, still purple
I have
life left as others do.
All
All
morning I cried
alligator
tears
all
afternoon I screamed
manic
incantations
all
day I sat
in the
boiling sun
all
night I will dance
in solitude.
All
my life I will try
do the
best I can
All
my death
my poetry
remains
all
my children cry
when
they spread my ashes
all
that is left of me
will
continue unanswered.
All
my peers
mark
me with pride
all
my poems
along
for the ride
all
my women
one
was a bride
all
my mountains
on death
subside.
Escape from Planet X
Been
in cyber prison for eons
secure
on Planet X, captured
released
to Xythonicon
to practice
real world stuff.
The
latest jet cruiser’s in dock
no ticket,
no way off planet
squeeze
into loading trolley
baggage
in a death area.
Suddenly
a hatch appears open
I slide
through into the cockpit
the
stew’s done the numbers
heads
off into the cockpit.
The
blast off as smooth as silk
my stench
after five years
of no
washing permeates
the
looks of neighbours sheltered.
I stand
and walk off, home
back
at Planet X, a waiting guard
they
drag me back to Block K
throw
away the key, bad Father Prison.
The Grecian Tragedy
Idly
standing by the Conundrum,
the
philosopher, the mathematician
five
school girls with books in hand
the
right to argue sensibilities
maybe
a call to argue calculus.
Dumbly
reading from the Parthenon,
steps
littered with students of Emporia,
the
architecture highlighted by stone
remnants
of ancient buildings tumbling
into
the emptiness of historical pages.
Suddenly
from deep with in Ancient Greece
a rumbling
of a deep earthquake, 6.4
the
return of Atlantis to the shores, Aegean,
the
rocks of Seruptus pervade to heaven
Archimedes
takes measurements to score.
Socrates
and Plato leave an indelible mark
generations
hence affected by their brains,
the
tales of Ulysses oft told for eons hence,
the
Rumbling of the Carthag warns implosion
the
fights with neighbours to this day relevant.
There
is deceit in Ankara, there is deceit in Athens
Cyprus a push me pull you, a place argued
the
days of peace yet to come when either cedes,
From
the Acropolis to the Grecian horizon
ladies
in regalia toga hold the hands of errant sons.
The Green spoon Principle
Imagine
a
walk
in the
Park.
Deciduous trees pointing skyward
Decide
whether
to
play
daffodil
games.
A passing Jet leaves a life sign.
The
sneeze
explodes
from
behind
the
Nose.
My first love smiled endlessly.
My
face
contorts
to
form
shapes
of
ghosts
past.
Those mirrors that reflect nothing to scare one!
Society
explains
failure
as
a
means
of
getting
by
with
another
chance
thrown
in
for
good
measure.
Hills in spring, green and coated in sheep blotches.
Miracle
of
birth
the
right
for
woman
to
scream
in
both
joy
and
horror.
Sunday I gave up smoking, now I can’t bear myself.
The Welts a Reminder
The
weeds grew long at the farm Evermore
a farm
lost to passing markets, grey grass
to occupants
long used to other sorts of weed.
Occupational
therapy caned my frigid arse
the
welts a reminder death was close by
my butt
used to sitting when standing dies.
Crops
at Evermore are welts on the landscape,
the
paddocks an arse ready to wipe clean,
seasons
give the impression wastage rules.
The
daylight railcar slices through the paddocks
the
farm deviated from left to right, cut asunder
non
crops grow with renewed vigour, marijuana.
The
house a mansion left to waste, not elegant
the
paint and varnish wilting under summer sun,
a winter
wind blowing the wallpaper to the corners.
Grudgingly
ladies stay stoned, as do the front steps
too
solid to shift under decay, too strong for small boys,
too
many days when rain drove in horizontally
The
day’s waste away, as do pot heads, deviants,
seven
days a week the farm is reminded it isn’t one,
the
animals that used to run amok, deathly corpses.
Daring Acts 1
You
stand staring up at the nine foot wall,
eyeing
possible hand and foot holds
the
thought of your loved one cooped up
in the
mansion across the grounds from the edifice.
You
touch the top with panther like poise
leap
like a leopard to the ground below
hard
footfalls making a puff sound on the grass
as you
roll forward and leap gazelle like to your feet.
The
light from the mansion emits longshadows,
the
life of the occupants studied in practice,
you
reach the three storey building and admire it,
the
new path to the bedroom littered with drainpipes.
Puffing
lightly, you stand precariously on a sill,
poke
your head across the bay window, peering,
see
your love at her vanity cleaning up from the day,
your
insistent tap on the glass raises her eyes.
Sadly
at that moment the sill gives way, CRASH
the
sound resonating around the grounds, OUCH
a sound
of yourself realising the left legs bent,
a cry
from above, ‘are you alright’ answered ‘no!’
Yes
the ambulance, the police, the doctors,
Yes
the hospital, the pain killers, the food
Yes
all that secret agent shit for nothing but pain,
Yes
your girlfriend kept under lock and key.
Alarming Dreams
Bonjour
mes amies, I salute your attendance,
today
we have gateau and frog legs
some
oil de la Llama and seven truffles,
I awaken
in fright, a Frenchman in my head
the
strong smell of Garlic permeates my breath,
a French
Loaf in the corner hardening.
I get up and have a drink, ice chilled as always,
the
cheese on the table sagging under it’s own weight,
a piece
for me, and several more for the meeces.
I sever
ties with my dream, roll over and sleep,
this
time ladies with black stockings, dare we go there,
a gentle
snore adjusted by an alarm clock ready for service.
An afternoon Etheree
Two
pages
history
maketh
the man
undoes
the woman
Seven
pages of spin
calls
the doctor to the home
please
pay me in dollars not coin
pastry
chefs in the dough make cashews
to go
along with the Bread they bake now.
Stick Figures on a Cottonwool Globe
Playing
a concerto in A Minor sounds fun
try
getting an electric guitar to repeat the feat
Alfred
the Great must have been a hairy beast
yet
fought his way into English hearts (and minds)
Indicators on cars have a use, left or right
cars
crash for no other reason that the need to
Haciendas
in New Mexico stand baking under the sun
cowpokes
ride dust storms to move cattle hither or yon
Green
Grasses grow in the Green Belt, wind ruffled
combine
harvesters reap wheat crops for bread on plates
Triumph
is the catcall of the victor, the key to the city
Romans
wandered far and wide to bring Rome glory
Franchise
holders on the stock market shiver
the
Dow on a downward spiral enamours panic
Kitchen
hands wash the myriad of plates and utensils
the
fare placed in front of patrons suffice to speak
Zebra
on flowing savannah, the wind blows both
a new
direction on the whim of a cloud, a mountain
Yesterday
I ate seven courses in a Chinese restaurant
leftovers
I fed to the cat as if it needs MSG wontons
Freight
trains roar daily outside my window, heavy
the
weight of forty two carriages rhyming clickety
Memories
of my married life make me strong, weak
the
feeling I get when I think of the way it ended.
The Queen of Rock Crowns and other stories.
She
stands erect, arms out thrust
her
pleas for a wooden cross
a religion
to a faltering crowns.
Her
maidens catch shingle shattered
the
bolt of lightning radiating around
silvery
diamonds trickle to the floor.
A mass
of public gathered to encapsulate,
aghast
at the sudden crystallisation of a monarch
they
bow on bended knee honouring a holy woman.
Rainbows
in the heavens colour the realm
a princely
ransom for a lovely lady beckons
time
on a wizards sundial reaches high noon.
Bathed in the diamond light, a maiden flails
the
crowd startled close in to spy the spectacle
“witch”
they cry, “witch” off with her head.
Fear
rules a kingdom fraught with magic,
devil
disciples ride black horse in black robes,
the
dust of cobbled streets awash with horse dung.
Queen
Diamante they now call her, Lady of Light
takes
a scepter and strides elegantly on by,
a sickle-wielding
farmer feels her eyes on his back.
The
right of passage for life given her, to lead
her
minions now part of a miracle, sans black robes
the
stones glittering where her feet once stood, picked.
Those
days have gone by, only a story remains
and
her many children and ancestry, thousands
they
all go by the name of Smith now, her legacy.