A Moment of Reflection
I caught the
look,
spied that which
I haven't seen
for so long it
seems
A moment of steely
clarity
crispness of
thought
the face looking
back?
Who is it,
can it be me?
Why haven't I
seen my imposing reality?
And then,
with a flick
of the wrist
the hot
tap running turns the reflection to mist.
Man, the Jellyfish
Swimming on the currents of
time,
in shallows and deepish waters,
long tenticular arms and shortish ones too
reach out from the body and touch
whatever
floats by.
Man'o'war, poisonous and a killer
like some men, long reach
but relies evermore on the tidal flow
only
one place to go
but many things to kill and maim
yet a Jellyfish, just the same.
Little Bluebottle washed up
on the beach
with a purpose so hard to gain
yet it reaches its victims when contact made
even in death, it can injure
and
leave one short of breath.
Man, the Jellyfish, works the same errant way
floating on the currents, the body behaves
as
if it is pushed along, the throng a mass,
and send tendrils of touch into the oceans depths
and caress all creatures,
in some strange way.
One day, a beached jellyfish will no longer
affect those that should be stronger yet
it
will happen, happenstance says,
Jellyfish though, acts without cares.
Soliloquy in C Minor
Ever had a poem in your head,
a
song in the making
can't get it out
so frustrated
you bang the piano lid
down so hard it makes the wrong key
and
you abandon
your soliloquy?
Viet-Raq
Green jungle
thirty years
on
trees all gone
blown sand and bones
in a desert
so far from home.
Birds in the Bush
no longer sing
a
happy song
Baghdad cuisine
rats and dogs
and the dying never stops
till the boys come home.
A Desert storm
blows
only acrid dust
in the minds of fools
Policy demented
rocks in the head,
terrain fought and died
for
nothing but a whim.
Organised terror
breeds
disorganised chaos
who suffers most
not the suits
or the suffering
no, johnny citizen
and hard fought kids
in
fatigues, fatigued.
Power moves
power dies
a new Vietnam
widows cry
thousands, millions
change
their mind
the west sees, but is blind.
Sands of time
Camelot lays blowing,
in sands so scattered,
time spreads it's burgeoning wings,
wraps a legend in it's
warm cloak
as if Arthur never spoke.
Swords of long since knights
ring on in masked memory
and tales of repeated
lore,
yet rusted relics unearthed
speak a different tale.
The air of uncertainty
is mixed with the portents
of wizardry and truth,
yet it is said Merlin was eternal,
so where be he now?
A legend is a title of something.
What
evokes The Tale Of Arthur,
truth or fantasy or a little of each?
The only certainty we have is sand
on a beach,
and fanciful speech.
Watch concrete towers
mould, take shape and climb
mixed with portions of sand,
from that
time gone by,
recreate that which was once made.
Bad Habits
Rosary beads clicked,
one,
two, three, four, five
and boy childs made
a calculated dive 'neath the pews
as the Black cassock of belief
wandered
by,
prowling.
The type clicked into place
letter, epistle, epostle,
bearer of news
of little laddies constantly
abused
for many years and mournful
tears of mothers reading the press,
God Bless.
And the Frocks hang
testament
to times
when crimes were dealt with
in the Confessional,
no one clicked for ages
yet now it is professional
recourse
to unseat the horse.
Click, click go the beads
of sweat
in the Vatican where a Pope
measures out the hopes of change
and the dealings with the Boy Lovers
are
hidden away
for another day
and still the crime rolls on.
That was some time ago now,
belief has been reinstalled
and
Cassock lifters defrocked
humiliated for their habits
and turned into gaols
with males who like them,
basic instincts
reversed!
Justice is in the hand of
the True power,
The power that reigns supreme,
in Humanity, and in God,
how odd!
Reap What
Thoust Doth Sow.
Kauri, ancient, straight, elegant,
denizen of deep forest green,
hewn for furniture and
the pleasure of
a room,
oft seen.
Pine, tall, youthful, stark,
ubiquitous in parkland surround,
dropping needles, sharp,
carpeting
once green and
healthy ground, dead!
Man, miller, grower, hewer,
wise old trees, extinction!
replaced by
things so ugly,
to feed desires and ease,
shun palatial distinction.
Homo Sapien screwing Mother Nature,
repeatedly,
shafting her
with the sword she helped make,
when and how does she exact revenge
on the alien invader?
Kings of War
The figures stroll around
about
the swirling desert storm
children in Baghdad
struggle hard to keep so warm,
The baby in the bombed out
hospital
cries another breath
that reeks of the others about
who suffer till their death.
Make way for the
Kings of War
they're from the States
kick in your door
and what are they really
looking for
another medal
to hang.
See the Shi'ites and the Kurds
flexing
muscle everywhere,
see the other minor tribes
running away in fear,
see the mess they make as they roll in
and
try to claim control,
of the man the hunt,
the f*cking c**t
lays low in his foxhole.
Make way for the Kings of
War
they're from a dream
kick in your door
and hear you scream
looking for another medal
to Clean.
On
Tv sets throughout the homes
of those in the Land of the Free,
shouts of encouragement,
another killing spree,
make
a coffee darling, make it quick
the war is coming on,
Oh look it there,
another dares,
the usless little prick.
Make
way for the Kings of War
they're neighbours and your friends
kick in your door
just to see where this will end
looking
for another shiny medal
for them to suspend.
And in the midst of this sham,
King
George does hang
his head between his knees,
never once considering those that he
has obviously displeased,
his
power grows,
heaven knows
through the tv set,
And ten years time the homeless
will be your Iraqi War Vet.
Make way for the Kings of
War
they're from the States
kick in your door
and see if it really grates,
looking for another medal
to hang
from chest beaten down
If I were a Muslim fundamentalist
If I was a muslim baddie
I
wouldn't write a song
about all the rights
and all the fucking wrongs
I'd read a good book
on how to build a bomb
and
send american wankers
into an eternal tomb.
If I was a muslim baddie
I
wouldn't do a thing
to hurt my fellow muslim
I like the way they sing
but when I see that flag
my anger hits a
peak
I'd kill a few americans
rather than try and speak.
If I was a Muslim terrorist
I'd kill for god and
man
I'd make my point with violence
supposedly Allah's plan
I'd revolt against capitalism
that is born out of
the west
and terrorise the fuckers
that's what I do best.
But I am not a muslim at all
I am a citizen of the
free
I'd protest my protestions
and do it with absolute glee
I see why they hate us so
and like not what I observe
no
wonder the muslim arabs
try to give us free the serve.
Live for the moment, and the future
unbury your head from
the sand
fight for equality and fairness
in every foreign land
empower the people to glory
in their own solid
beliefs
and all to soon terrorism
will be history, albeit brief.
Saw an Image on a TV screen.
Saw a bomb blast on the TV
screen,
Seemed to be another bad dream,
The victims dead, eyes unseeing
and I cried for their mothers.
See the Bush man shout more
heated spam
See his aides standing by
stuffing clams
And another musician in a
tirade jams
and thinks to himself "Oh
brother".
But the babes in arms
who hide their charms
in the innocence of life
and the berated wife
turns off the set
and the husband gets irate!
See the screen blink back
on,
and another life is soon gone
and the F1 drops another bomb,
and the soldier cries for
his mother.
See the smoke rise on CNN
and the helter skelter begins
again
and the dead were once all
fine men
and they're sons of their
father.
Wake up, world
the place is spoiled
the dying goes ever on
babies dead, dusty tomb
mothers cry, sons are lost
what is the paydirt, the cost
too much.
And the TV flickers, and suddenly
dies
poor old man sits and wonders
why
why there is so much death
to buy,
and he dreams of his fellows.
In the end he dies with all
of them
and the whole darn thing starts
again
and boys are boys and men
are men
and daughters grow up to be
mothers.
The Army of None
They line up for miles, farfetched,
miles and miles they onwardly
stretch,
and as is the case with the
rule of thumb,
The army is just this, an
Army of None.
The killing fields are barren
and succinctly bare,
as if their was never anyone
there,
The blood spilt was never
done,
such is the legacy of the
Army of None.
The tanks roll to a dying
beat,
infantry march on silent feet,
artillery send over lifeless
bombs,
The Army of None fills empty
tombs.
As newshounds report the war
in progress,
they find it hard to report,
and digress
into areas barren, no sight
of anyone,
except for the regimented
Army of None.
City mourns hanged Priest
The sight was grotesque,
Victorian
even.
Parisheners flocked to St Mary's
sermon given hanging in the air.
A Doctor wanders through,
I can
save him, I think.
Then reality sinks in, Gods' chosen
suspended above the pulpit.
A woman and child cry
relentlessly
their loss evident for all.
The suicide note reads I love you,
and my choir boys.
The city
spews forth it's disgust
and cleans up the mess, as usual.
Cerebral Hemorrhage
Metamorphosis of thought,
a
larvae idea
blooms into painted butterfly.
Bleeds incessantly on a canvas.
Psychosis rules the unruly,
melts
metaphors in blue,
depression numbs the hue.
Scatters splotches to the wind.
Psychiatric examination
by
an expert, book trained,
really has no ideas.
Sprays words with meanings to one who don't give a damn!
Dogs
bark at the insane,
recognition amongst the species,
except the maniacs dont crap everywhere.
Faeces colours
a brown and dark easel.
Paedophilia prostitutes ply their trade,
on plans their daddies made,
and mothers just
watch and cry.
Sperm whales blow old air, women just blow.
Dementia runs in families
so it can get faster
and faster,
until it explodes in cataclysmic chaos.
The picture crashes and burns here, as if a cerebral hemorhage
ensued.
Revolution Blues
There's a revolution going
on,
and the kids are singing songs,
while their parents follow
the dictator,
who is cleverly dropping bombs,
and the bluesman wanfully
plays
on tracks about faraway days
as a brand new Revolution
rocks on.
To the peace we all seek
comes a voice that learns
to speak
to the roar of those that
know
is the sound that will grow
and the signs of the times
change
as people rearrange
and the daring Revolution
rocks on.
See a train carry wounded
soldiers
hear an earthquake move large
boulders
and the square they call Times
echos to protest chimes,
we the guardians, call to
arms
and display our mighty charms
and the Revolution Blues sing
out loud.
Hold your partner in your
arms
and wonder at her awesome
charms
and think the peace will one
day
come along our way,
maybe children will all grow
and wonder at the show
of the Revolution Rockers
rocking on.
Hide behind the matrix of
mind
hide too long, get left behind
make a stand that will last
and make sure that it's a
blast
open up your trembling heart,
tear away that aching part
and climb aboard the snowballing
Revolution Rock.
May we rock into eternity
do it with all sincerity
love each other for humanity
yet to come,
hear the sound that starts
to roar,
shuffling feet upon the floor
and the Revolution rocks to
a new drum.
What price freedom?
Moses, that venerated Israelite,
opened
a watery esplanade,
dogs walk ahead,
defacating and urinating
in the path of the followers,
what price freedom?
Thousands
of years later
men stand and throw insults,
bombs and death,
dogs walk ahead from both sides,
shit mingles in
the confusion,
Yes! the price is high.
Whats in a name?
Osama Bin Laden,
Saddam
Hussein,
such nomenclature
easy off the tongue,
illicit in texture, take heed
God speed their demise
as a
new twilight dawns,
civilisation survives.
Nostradamus missed here, folks
spoke nothing of them.
George
Bush,
Tony Blair,
such poetical rhymes
and men of the times,
perspiration for those that care,
when these two
dare
to save the universe,
watch out for their smiles!!
God failed to warn
of capitalism,
the money locust.
Jennifer Lopez,
Ben Affleck,
real people in fantasyland,
Mickey does Minnie,
hands
her a bouquet,
ears prick, tongues wag,
people pray loudly and long
to the TV hag.
Einstein
created relativity,
yet couldn't see the distance ahead.
Metal Mickey
Hey little palestinian kid,
I am the Yiddish Tank sent
to kill
your mum and dad and older
brothers,
get off the road, I will squash
you now
if not later when a weapon
you yield,
yes I am the tank, from great
uncle Yank
My guns are no match for your
game of throw and catch
so stand aside, before you
are the bride
at another palestinian burial,
Yassar might cry
I rumble on into your town
and drown
in a hail of bullets, the
hope that you all hold
behold I am the Mighty Israel,
slaughterer of you
so lay down your stones and
step aside
as I roll on in and do my
duty for Judaism.
No you can't kill me, boy,
I am bigger than you ever
will be.
A Young Lust
Hey Israel, blood lust murderers
of hope,
I am eight, and since my inception
I have been trained to hate
your very existence
not because you are existing
here
but you rub out ours, I am
against you
all the way, and to my dying
day, no matter how soon
I will throw you back with
whatever it takes,
I will defend my freedoms,
no matter how trivial
I will defend my lands, no
matter how barren
I will defend my people, no
matter how impoverished,
yes you made them all that
way,
trivial, barren, and impoverished
but I live with hope, even
at eight years old,
the hope you will go away
and leave us alone,
and when that happens, we
will leave you alone
and we will have no need to
fight,
for we will have what we have
and you will have yours,
So Israel, I say begone!!
or shoot me too
if I fight now, or later,
I will always fight
until you have no choice but
to kill me
or live beside me.
Telegram - Bush to Sharon
Ariel STOP
Bush STOP
Money
on its way COMMA
Missiles too COMMA
Get the Bastards EXCLAMATION MARK
Reply
Bush STOP
ARAFAT STOP
Wrong
address COMMA
BRACKETS Laughter CLOSED BRAKETS
You Idiot STOP!!
Dark Side of the World
or is the Earth flat?
I woke up this morning,
alarm
clock ringing - nine a.m,
lifted the blinds,
it was still dark outside,
turned on the radio, talkback
and everyone
was crying,
the world had stopped.
Looked in the mirror, I was still the same!
Lived on the Dark Side of the
World now
wondered if brightside pioneers were curious
as to how we lived over here,
smiled laconically to myself,
a
darky, like half the population
or would they move daily to equalise?
I lit a smoke, and shone for a minute.
People
no longer called their kids Sunny,
or punched arms and said "hey there Sunshine"
no, we just wonder if the earth was
flat out dying
and called ourselves darkies anyway,
I met a brightside on honeymoon,
he was amazed!
Electricity charges
are higher now and there are always
two moons on the highway coming at you.
Skin cancer rates are down,
hospitals
full of those with eye problems,
birth rates are up, bed time all the time,
yet we don't miss the sun excepting
for
all the dead trees and plants, and yes
we have to import food from Brightside,
they don't mind, they understand.
The world stopped,
yet life went on.
Did I tell you about the weather?
Next time maybe.
Spilt porridge on an earthen
table
How to cut short,
a long weekend,
ended in Serendipity,
someplace I haven't yet discovered.
Burnt holes in taffeta,
see the world turn through
the fine membrane of thread,
make pasta with chinese tools.
Laughter rings out
but can't make a phone tinkle
the bell is brass, but only
chimes
when someone adds a clock.
Fred Astaire mimics
Albert Einstein's discovery
holds Grace Kelly in the air
and sings
E=mc2 to eminem on CD.
Concorde scorches air atoms,
both do their time,
waitress on a supersonic
thrusts harder in bed, Mach
II.
And in the end everyone
admires James K Baxter,
Bethlehem home of two kiwi
messiahs
nobody fucking
reads anymore.
Pyramids and Originality
What makes you think,
and
sink your teeth into the mire
of everyday shit,
What burns your desire to make up such stuff,
and get rough and pull
the hoards through the
endless cesspits and board?.
Long words are engaging
but send
others raging past the meaning
and into endless dreaming of
simpler things,
sweet life,
Bloody wits.
But you open your eyes,
when
the words die and the poster
becomes one with the machine,
and buses drive by,
when you wait by the Y
and
the small girl begins to scream.
Once you recover, your
hard earned composure and
start to believe in life itself,
you steer the car to the
right too far and swerve
of the end of
your own self.
My daughter wakes up beside
me
in terrible fright
and screams out the thing
that scares her to death,
with scintillating breath,
she disposes
its sight and returns peacefully
To sleep, under my wing.
So what do I say and
why do I say
And how do you take my meaning,
I
don't give a damn for I am the
man who wrote this original prose,
and up your nose if you think it is crap,
but
it certainly aint RAP.
I see the Pyramid, standing
alone
in the desert under Egyptian
sunrise, and sunset,
and would I not give a shilling or
two, you'd bet to see
the smile
on everyone's face when we all
become a disgrace, to Roger.
But the day will come when
long words have won
and simplicity dies of it's own
and the graveyard Thesaurus
echoes the chorus of the lecturers
of
English past done,
and politicians become musicians
and Dave G becomes Pink and the whole PF thing
blows up in the
stink of humanity
shot by its own gun.
So stuff all the sinners,
and dirty do gooders
and peace to the hereditary slayers,
bugger all the original TV evangelists
and posters of shite,
and
posters of good too,
'cause I'm challenging you.
To be original.
Break all the conventions,
regularity
don't make sense, and head in a
completely new direction,
and leave both hands for the keyboard and one
for your head and not that building erection.
Is the Light going out?
She crawls out from the pulpit
and
heads away from the vestibule,
and carries her burden on,
her ol' grey mule,
she runs for the darkness that
seeps
without,
and the ol' grey mule proclaims distress with
a shout,
and she asks to her God,
is the
light going out?
Along streets littered
with meters and lines,
she runs headlong into darkness,
where it once was fine,
and the ol' grey mule still carries
it's burden
past cables and buildings,
housing componentry,
without a doubt,
and she looks to the heavens,
are
the lights going out.
A bus with no lights on
pulls up to the kerb,
and the hairy black driver,
passes her the herb,
but the ol' grey mule comes a-running,
with
obvious delight,
and rushes into the bus,
as dark as night,
and she takes a deep drag and exhales with a pout,
looks
to the sky with eyes closed tight,
hey God, are my lights going out.
She follows her carrier,
of messages forlorn,
clambers on to the bus and plays with
her drivers horn,
and the behemoth takes off,
on
its mindless flight
as the driver calls to no one,
I am Jesus, no doubt,
and she asks the dumb mule,
are my lights
going out.
The darkened vehicle arrives
at no place,
in particular,
she exits with Mule,
from the object vehicular,
and climbs the steep steps,
from
which she escaped last night,
enters her house,
no one is about,
then she turns on the switch,
but her lights
have gone out.
The mule is disgusted at last with his load,
and shits in the corner,
next to the cammode,
she
turns on her computer,
to check out the sites,
and to see if her mail
was delivered last night,
and the megabytes
roar across Fibre Optic Cable
from within and without,
then the fucking thing explodes,
and puts her lights out.
The mule is amused at
the sudden demise,
of the bitch in the corner,
and her dark dark eyes,
then he shuffles his burden on to the floor,
and
rubs defecation into pulsating sores,
but why is it that he delights
at the human's sad plight,
what you ask, is
it all about,
who is the arse hole making
all the lights go out.
Plagiarism = Deja Vu = BarkingDogFox
The street peddler pedals
his soul,
to all that care and don't,
with microphone and mini-amp he drones on
without staring his sheep in the
face,
nor caring for who he converts or not,
I walk by and pity him, but for what?
The space between me and
him grows,
for I know that I shan't preach,
nor waste shallow speech, on him nor his type,
for I keep myself to myself
and
ride off on my bike, and converse with only my ilk.
But comes to pass when
man can no longer, feel
weak when he knows he is stronger,
as jaded posturing street preacher,
spreads his makers
words and not his to be heard,
in a site designed for free thought.
Bow down, bushy tailed
one, look in the mirror,
what do you see that is such a horror,
yourself amplified in shards of light
blanketed
by dark,
for your mind is clouded and interminably shrouded,
by someone who's not you. Oh Bark!
So you plagiarise to make
your name,
where we free thinkers,
some good, some stinkers,
express our deepest, darkest, lightest,
prose for
us and those,
who wish to share our minds and waters.
Well, Roger has spoken to
us and for us
and the choking hoards who appreciate free
thought,
so expression is the recession, clouding your
mind,
I ask you, implore to leave Gods works behind,
when you make your mark in this thread.
Psalming is calming, for
you and your kith,
myth or legend for what, do I wonder,
as history says, that man shall not plunder
the riches of
the mind but
seek to search for the sake of mankind,
the answers to questions not written.
Oh BarkingDogFox,
take
your hand off your eyes, and see why we despise the darkness that lies within,
with your hands removed you can touch other
books
and have a good look at others interpretation,
give your mind-eyes new sensations,
and marvel at what YOU
can produce!
The Passenger
I am the passenger,
travelling the cyber lanes,
I
am the miff,
the biff, the poster,
of personal creation,
creator of sensation,
I am the passenger.
I feel the breeze,
of megabytes and disease,
cruising
the net,
faster than a jet,
flying the miles,
in awkward styles,
I am the Passenger.
I am free, to say
and think how I please,
to
bring governments
to their knees,
be hackneyed and old,
and presumptuously bold,
I am the Passenger.
I feed the boards,
and talk to the hoards,
I
don't pray,
Just write and say,
what I feel is mine,
like mouldy old wine,
I am the Passenger.
I have the power,
to kill and save,
and dig
the grave,
of my absolution,
stamp out pollution
the final solution,
I am the passenger,
I ride.
My message streaks boundaries,
fuels foundries,
lights
the fires
and peoples desires
creates conflict
and intellect,
artistic expression
and
makes impressions,
I am the Passenger.
And one sad day,
when I leave the fray,
my
connection broken
and words unspoken,
the worldly patience
exhausted in nations,
as the Passenger,
detrains
at God's station,
I was the Passenger.
And I loved it
The Dozen Doyen of Doom
The TV in the corner of the empty rotten room,
plays a rerun of the show,
the one where no one goes,
And the door
suddenly welcomes in the Dozen Doyen of Doom,
To enter in the space,
and to challenge the human race.
But the
wastrels and the wankers, and wasted bloody critics,
have killed off all the life,
and created merry strife,
so the
Prophet of new order calls them his aimless heretics,
and proposes a new course,
in human mind and life force.
To
the sounds of trumpets blowing and banners held up high,
they settle into action,
no one giving them compassion,
And
the makers of life's misery never asked to question why,
that the world without love,
is the place that's had enough.
The Dozen Doyen of Doom are called to fight the mighty cause,
and to change the way we think,
to climb out from
the sink,
Then bit by bit the world is caught and to rapturous applause,
the disciples of the prophet,
start to engineer
an impact.
The World is brought to action and made to change the way,
Love thy fellow man,
create a brand new
plan,
Survival of the fittest, and atonement of olden days,
disregard life's fake pleasures,
In favour for human
treasures.
And bit by bit the world is brought to make the change,
by the prophet in the room,
and the Dozen
Doyen of Doom,
and the heretics and critics are vanquished out of range,
from the course of true peace,
with only
love out on the streets.
And a man upon a stage with a bass in hand and some rope,
performs for the throng,
and
belts out poignant songs,
and his message to his fans, and fellow man is hope,
put your thoughts way up to zoom
watch
the Dozen Doyen of Doom.
Life is humanly possible.
Might, black as coal,
seeps
into my tiny wee hole
and blasts the light of my pathetic existence
from society
Oh, where's my dogged resistance?
Peace,
lonely as always,
gnaws at me in crowded dank hallways
and spreads it's wings round my kith and my kin,
my friends
too,
Please, do I relinquish my sin?
Truth, I vainly seek,
in the Internet, out on the street,
where scoundrels
and mongrels attack me with lies,
bereft is my soul,
How do my memories cry?
Envy, the mother of evil,
is
on my shoulder seeking my peril,
as it readies to pounce on my slightest digression,
from the path of life
Do I submit
to confession?
Faith, the strongest of ties,
is knotted to all until all dies,
and it's bond grows stronger the
older I survive,
down the passing years,
Must I lose my drive?
Hate, the bringer of war,
stands
proud by the door,
and invites me to action, my own dissatisfaction,
I shall not be caught,
Do I seek retroaction?
Love,
the hardest of all,
to reach for and have, and give at the stall,
from all who surround me and give me their trust,
for
their hearts of compassion,
Or is it shadowed as Lust?
Me, the one who rides,
which trait do I decide,
is
the better option to take on as a responsible human,
to take one or all,
Or do I live and die, my feelings consuming.
My interpretations on the
themes of human emotion.
Reaching
out for.......?
Depression, in
the pit of the soul, leaves a dark empty space
A hole,
Somewhere to
creep, when your mood swings deep,
To hide
From the loneliness
all around, pressing from outside.
The animal within,
seeking a place from sin,
A church,
Somewhere to
lurch, and to pray, is God within?
Sanctuary,
From what, to
answer questions you haven't yet formed.
Sorrow for something
lost, never gained, misery,
Repentant,
The feeling that
depression is the extension of unglory,
The failures
Reaching out
to hammer your victories to the tombstone.
Abasement as
you cower down from the strong,
Whimpering
Your last cry
as you think of death, removal from the throng,
Debating
Life and its
complexities, without full grasp of the full truth.
Your mind warping
at the information that bulges the world,
And assails
The thought processes,
and clear thought clouded and spoiled,
Decisions,
Harder to reach,
as you lie on the beach searching for God above.
A hand appears
on your shoulder and offers you comfort and
Warm hope
As you lay with
your feelings on the wet cold sand,
And strength
Envelopes your
soul and being, coursing through your veins as love.
Depression, swims
out of the deep, deep hole, to be replaced
By light,
Searing, awakening
your hopes again, multiplying apace,
As your heart
Races for the
need to keep yourself on the planet another day.
Are you done?
Do you matter? Have you responsibility?
Reach for eternity,
And seek to pass
on your newfound hope and love, your ability
To encompass
Others, as others
have offered you the olive branch and the white dove of love.
Wrestling with
your own Indecision's!
Can you make them take notice
Of your personal thoughts?
Can you change the world
And its terrible wrought?
Can you make a difference
while you sit on your arse?
Is it too damned difficult?
Is it too much to ask?
Is the dream out of reach
as you stammer your words?
Are the lost souls too lost?
Are you misunderstood?
Can you save all the trees?
Do you think you should?
Have you dallied your time
In the interest of you?
Have you failed to match
The task set for the few?
Did you wake up one morning
feeling utterly ashamed?
Is the world in trouble?
Has it nearly burst the bubble?
And have you sat back and
noted your erudite phrases?
Is it too late to save it?
Are you ready for the grave
yet?
Are you making a difference
when youre stuck inside?
Do you sit at home wondering
If youve done nothing yet?
Do you put your dog down
When you visit the vet?
Have you spread your desire
for a whole reawakening?
Have you opened your eyes?
Have you heeded the cries?
And are the free of this world
willing to cede?
Is the power in force?
Are we still on course?
Can we redress the balance,
and achieve the aim?
Do you frighten yourself
When you wake up in bed?
Do you pinch your cheek
To ensure youre not dead?
Will you make a commitment
for the life of this planet?
Can you not drive your car?
Will you eat lettuce at the
bar?
Will you pass on the word
of enlightenment and hope?
Are you prepared for the game?
Can you remove their shame?
Do you raise merry hell, and
tell all "the world is not well"?
Do you promote for mankind
The need for abortion?
Can you educate the populace
That were all out of proportion?
Is it too much to ask for
your fellow mans help?
Can he give to the poor?
Are you keeping a score?
Why did you not hasten your
throwaway life?
Did you hug your children?
Do you still love your wife?
Are you ridiculed daily for
your sincerity and pain?
And do you push forward daily
Your message of love?
Do they then decry you
And spit from above?
Can they ever change the way
that they live?
Do you continue the fight?
Can you see the light?
Are the questions too difficult
and complex for this earth?
Has the battle been lost?
Is the worth not the cost?
Are we ready for the consequences
of our ignorance tomorrow?
Why are we turning around?
What is the answer youve found?
How do we reclaim the ground?
Is this poem too damned profound?
When the child
within, screams!
In the middle of the night
when you wake up with a fright,
And the childs screams delay
your frightening dreams
Do listen with your ears shut?
When the scream begins to
cut
across the conscience of your
hopelessness next door.
Can you shake away the worry?
When you later feel so sorry,
That your only fatal crime
was your time,
When the pathologists excuse
Is neglect and child abuse
Do you hold your aching head
and cry your dread?
So sadly your wonder child,
Floats off out in the wild,
A thing your crazed mind has
left behind,
Do you cry for your lost baby?
And think that one day, maybe,
Shell come back to your love
cause youre so pure.
How can you wrestle to control,
Your utterly twisted soul,
With the horror of the guilt
that you have built,
Will you suddenly one day
realise,
That your baby no longer cries,
in the calamity of your newfound
insanity.
Awakening your flagging spirit,
The judge said you didnt do
it,
It was it seems, a cruel and
twisted dream,
Do you sit up with a start,
Is that pounding just your
heart,
Is the haze in your eyes that
of the crazed.
Does your partner lie there
sleeping
In the room that youve been
keeping
In the hope maybe, that one
day therell be a baby,
Is it them you really killed
Is your conscience feeling
chilled
Why are you capable of thoughts
so damned insufferable?
But as you replay the wretched
dream,
And that lingering moanful
scream,
Do you see your bright hopes
falling flat on the ropes?
Does your good friend schizophrenia
And his buddy paranoia
bury your soul deeper into
its spreading hole.
Watched Bob Dylan fool
the world
Yeah, alright, great!!
Harmonies
of a crooner, Lay Lady Lay,
and the bard plays on, guitar out of tune
and a voice that sounds like the moon,
patrons
nod appreciatively,
recognising intermission.
I sip another pint, fifteenth since he started,
the sound reflects
a herringbone shed
in full methane production,
the cowpats thrown out in disarray,
sprayed to a cement floor and
lost,
washed away in another sip of beer.
I heard Jokerman, and the tune stuck,
reflected my own life, finally
words I see,
his staccato crack eminates philosophy,
and my heraldic brainwaves hold the shield
of understanding
high in my synapses,
yet one look and the vision is tossed asunder.
I walk home, Bob far behind, as are his songs,
I
make up tunes and verses weaving along
and songs leap to my mind, lost though
in the clatter of other drunks falling
over
trash cans left out for the trucks to empty.
Sometimes, I fool myself I am good,
not often though, the pictures
of Jimi,
Bob, and other hasbeen rockers and crooners
stare back at me from my wall and glue me to
a chair that has
seen bouts of crying and hopelessness.
Dead Certainties
Who knows non-life
a.k.a.
the end of the known?
A day when thinking ceases
a thought disappears,
rationales bury with a cold corpse.
Sanity
for those who remain
is bent, coming to terms with passing,
wonder, juxtaposed with fear.
The Maidment Theatre
plays
Death of a Salesman
and other morbid double features,
the crowd applaud.
Sometimes, just sometimes
a
body comes back and speaks
of tunnels and white lights,
a benevolent God.
Sometimes
A preacher calls the last rites
on a corpse in
waiting,
understanding lost in fear, maybe
yet the look on the face speaks otherwise.
They spread ashes to the
wind
and thoughts fly of a friend
passing into another realm,
yet flecks stick to clothing,
friend for life,
'til the next wash.
Life is a cycle,the worth
measured by the suds count.
Next time you
read this;
maybe there will be no next time.